I feel terrible. My parents totally ruined my day.. seriously. If I tell them about a hundred times I have a presentation to hold, it slips their mind that the printer is broken? Absolutely great. And not just that, also. I asked my mother what time the family was coming over for dinner, so I could work until that time. She said they'd come between 6 and 7 'o clock. As a result I was still in my pajama's when they came at 4 'o clock! Which is absolutely normal if you'd been told they'd come 2 hours later..

And the people who I am doing the presentation with weren't exactly cooperating either..

Aside from that my day was kinda.. no wait. It wasn't alright. Not at all! It was horrible! I had no time for myself whatsoever, and my mother was stressing too, so we had plenty of fights as well. And now, at 22:10, I'm simply dead. (Haha. Simply Red..)

okay.

Sorry for making this a depressing blog. It's just that my whole day has been torturing me, by making everything go wrong.. sigh.

I have to go now my parents are coming..

My indescribable love for animes

Herro! Wercome to city wok! Make I take your order prease? It's been a day! Have I ever had a gap of less than 24 hours in between my posts? I don't think so.. except for yesterday of course.

I can't make this one a long post, because I need to get back to work. (it probably will turn out to be a really long and boring post.. since I have lots of homework to do and I will never be able to put myself to it.. so be prepared) But there was just something I was surprised about. Because I never told you about my love for Animes and Japan! : How the F*@! is that possible? Well it probably has to do with the fact that I haven't spend a lot of time on blogger except for the past few days. Anyways.. I made a list of animes I enjoyed watching =D Here it is:

• Midori Days
• Karin
• Naruto
• Maburaho
• School Rumble
• Chobits
• Elfen lied
• Rozen Maiden
• Deathnote
• Full Metal Alchemist
• Lucky Star
• The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

My favorite ones are probably Karin, School Rumble, Deathnote, Full Metal Alchemist and The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzymiya ^________^ They're a bit much for just favorites, this is because it's just really hard to chose between all these good animes. I love animes! They're so catchy, they have me sitting on the end of my chair with my face less then 10 centimeters away from the screen almost ecery time. And yes, I usually get sad at the end of an anime, which I totally can't help. I love the language : And the writings : I soooooo wanne learn Japanese one day! I can say a few (really simple) sentences, and I sometimes use them in really life with my friends, but that's it. I am seriously thinking of doing this course for Japanese beginners or something.. and I am sooooo going to Japan at least 10 times in my life! (I'll keep you updated on this :P)

Sigh, I'm kinda dreaming right now, so I think I better stop. I have to start on my homework if I ever wanne pass this year of school. So help me, in whatever way you can. You can start by reading my blog and (still) posting me my first comment.

xXx Caroline

P.S. Have I told you I'm a crazy fan of Fall Out Boy? 'Cuz I'm really waiting for the day they're coming to Holland again!! AAAAHH!! (the picture below is a poster I have!! XO)

Haiku Hour and a random anime picture x3

Yeah I know, it's the third post on one day. I have a lot of catching up to do you know.. there's like a huge gap between some posts, so be happy that I still think of you. I wanted to talk a little bit more about what happend today, school and something that came to my mind just now

I don't make Hiku's
But whenever I get bored,
They occur sometimes

Today was weird-ish
Considering I had fun,
it should be better

the best part here is
no rules but the syllables
take the stress away

Creative I am
Writing alrady a four,
just for you my friend

How releving, yes
For no specific reason
worries disappear

Okay, and now a mix up:

Creative I am
For no specific reason
just for you my friend

And that is the Haiku of the feeling I had today. Now isn't that nice? Wow, I never thought I could make something this deep. reading it just somewhere in the internet will make you think what it really is about. But now ou know where it came from =)

I just love thinking
Please take a minute or two
And think of today

Yay, you know. This could be a good way of writing lyrics for a song! I'll pick out the best few. And try making a song out of a bunch. :) Arigatou! Oh and the picture I added is from the anime The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumya, it's such a good show =)

xXx CaroOw

New words, tha listo and some REAL random thoughts xD

Okay so the previous post was kinda short and it totally doesn't match the title. But yeah I've just come to the conclusion that making a title is kinda useless if you've got a mind like mine, which changes thoughts every second.. Which is why I both like and dislike blogging. If somethings bothering me I can write about it, but I can't write down all I want. I can only do that when I talk to someone. And if I would be able to remember everything I said this wouldn't be a problem, but the problem is that I can't D:

Anyways.. I've also come to the conclusion that I'm a real list-making-person (hooray for the making-up-words-word!) I'm gonna add a list of things that I want myself to change. Some kind of better-your-life-list I guess. I feel like it's a good way of expressing yourself, writing lists I mean. Cuz writing things on paper is way more personal than typing, though it does look more professional if that's what you're aiming for.

THA LISTO:

1. Go to bed earlier!
2. Spend more time on your homework!
3. Think of lyrics for the band!
4. STart practicing the songs for the band
5. Start saving money, and try dividing it evenly.. not only for All Star shoes hehe..
6. Figure out how to use Firefox for blogging
7. Try getting on time for school in the morning and during the lessons
8. Blog more =)

Well I think it's a good start. I want to work on number one the most. I've been going to bed way too late these past few days. It's seriously taking me hours to get to bed. Not so much for all the changing clothes and getting ready for bed and stuff. But getting of the computer and shutting it down really takes me ages. So yeah, I should really work on that. I wanne have at least 9 hours of sleep, which means I have to go to bed around 10 o'clock.. not 12/1 o'clock.. hehe.

Back to what I done today (not that I ever started talking about this..) I have such bad muscular pain! I played the Wii yesterday with my boyfriend, and my arms are practically falling off. I have realized that I should do it more often, since I thing my wrists are too thin. it might help?

I've also come to the conclusion that I'm a very creative person (no I don't know where that comes from xD) I really think I should start drawing again and use photoshop more often! I've realized that if I take some time, I can really come up with nice.. thinking of the right words.. layouts, drafts, lyrics.. those kinda of things. So yeah.. I wanne be more creative, or at least give it some more time in my life to expand. (it's kinda hard to explain I guess.. but yeah, kuddo's for those who did understand it xD)

So yeah.. that was a bunch of random words. Hope you enjoyed.. whoever read this.

xXx Carolien

I know, the post is kinda boring so I decided to place some nice pictures in it ^_________^ (It's the all Stars I want to have soooooo badly, the boxman shirt I'm gonna get, another picture of the mobile phone I want <333)

New Layout and some random thoughts

Tada, well what do you think? Not that there's anything really special about this layout, or that I invented it myself (which I totally didn't, but I'm glad you've all noticed) but yeah, I think it's way better than the last one. It seems I have stepped out of the phase of being all girly and stuff. I don't know how to describe myself though, but starting to think about this simply because of a new layout is going a bit too far..

I was gonna talk about a lot of things, but I've just found out we're going out for dinner. So bye-nee

Oh and yea the title is kinda weird.. but just deel with it I gues

Wow, I've only been away for about a week!

Well hello again, it's been only a week so I'm really proud of myself. It seems like I'm getting better at all this keeping-up thing.. I only wished my cookies weren't so hard to turn on in Firefox (again..) I'm sure I'd be posting every day.. Anyways, there is something on my mind which I really need to talk about. It sounds so serious like this, when it's really just some fun news x3

In a few months I'll get a new mobile phone, and I've been thinking about taking the Samsung E870. It's kind of an older model and so there are no special features or anything, I just think it has an amasing design. It's so slim and stylish. (I know this sounds way too girly, but) it matches everything, and I think the keys will type really nice. I had a hard time thinking about what new phone I'd pick. Since I already have everything that these expensive latest phones have.

I've got a Sony DSC-T70 Cybershot, so I don't a phone with a good camera, the one of the E870 is just fine. (I believe it has a 1,3 megapixel camera)

I've got an iPod video, so I don't need excellent sound, or a lot of memory space. (even though the E870 has more than my older phone)

My old phone was a samsung as well, I love samsung. It's a rather old model but I still like it now. It has a really nice and easy menu, no complicated things. It nice to hold, has a really fine keypad. I really love the simplicity of my current mobile phone. It´s far from the latest coolest phones, but I probably still like this one better than any new kind. It has a camera and a mp3/player, it can record video´s and has a reasonable amount of memory. I can happily say I won´t mind spending a few more months with my mobile phone at all. =)

So basically I just want the Samsung E870 because:

• I can get discount now that I've got my old phone for almost 2 years (and it's an older model, so I think the discount will be HUGE)
• It has the same menu as my old phone, which I really like
• It has the same features as my old phone has (MP3-Player, camera) only in better quality and with my memory space.
• It has a more modern look, which is really what I was looking for.

I'm still thinking it over, and I still need to wait like 4 months I guess. But it gives me time to think about it, and if I still like it as much as I do now, I'll definitely buy it! :D

Well here are some pictures of things I've used in this post, enjoy?

xXx Carolien

Argh!

Okay, so I was gonna make a huge new post saying that I will try to post more things and stuff but then I got totally carried away by the power of the internet. It kinda went like this:

1. I was surfing on the internet when I saw the 'Blogger' bookmark in my firefox browser, and decided to make a new post about how I'm so wonderful to post something again
2. I logged in on the google account thing, and then I got that stupid message saying that I should turn of my cookies thing.
3. I remembered from the first time that I had not succeeded in doing so, and decided to make my post in Internet Explorer (which I never ever use except for occasions like this.
4. I clicked on my firefox browser again because I always get frustrated about how long it takes for a program to start working.
5. I got distracted on firefox and forgot about Internet Explorer having opened...
6. I remembered it again a few hours later.. which is now.

The funny thing is, I already knew I was gonna write a really long post about how I didn't manage to make my post in time.Nothing much happened, I believe it's been about (looks at the previous post) a week, a little more. Well, a few things happened, and yea (hooray!) I'm gonna make y'all a list!

• I've had 2 performances, of which I will post some pictures of in the end of this post. The first performance was at my school, which was absolutely horrible.. and the second one was at a local place for young people. The last one went really well, and it was so much fun to do =) I've had so many good comments about the performances. We also recorded it, so I'll put in a few link here and there. Feel free to comment ^^;
• My economics test went surprisingly well. I don't know my mark yet, but the teacher said I made it well. He also said it would be better than last time, but that won't be so hard to reach, since my last mark was a 2,6 (out of 10..) So... there's hope..
• I decided to throw a secret sweet sixteen party for my friend Mylaine =)
• I had finished my homework an hour before I usually go to bed. And I'm so darn proud of it.

Remember, I was gonna post a ... post, after I was finished with my homework... But you can still blame me.. that's right. Not that you will, cuz no one ever reads my blogs. But that's fine, I mean it's still some kind of diary with my own weird thoughts in it. sigh

Bye-neeee!!! ^^

Oh and the "Onder Invloed" picture, is the logo of our band. I'm so proud on it, since the name can be translated into Under Influence. It looks so cool right? =)

Nice to meet you, again. Wait..have we met before..?

Yeah I know, the title is a bit too much. But you get the point, it's been like forever. I'm sorry and I can't help it. I've always been bad with keeping journal and my diaries all consist of 2 years or so.. I don't even know who I'm apologizing to, since I haven't ever had any comment on any of my posts.. so yea.. that made me feel loads better..

Anyways, I've done a lot in the past.. year? SO much that I wanted to make a list for you guys! yay (and yea, you guys refers to: no one)

• I'm in the 4th year of my high school year, whatever you call it
• I turned 16
• Has an awesome sweet 16 party
• I'm a singer in an (all-girl) band together with 4 friends
• I got braces, oh wait I think I told you that already..
• My braces can get out in a few months
• School has become even worse with its new trip to boring places
• Mickey has become even sweeter
• I have become even sweeter (haha, real funny)
• (no but for reals, cuz yea) I have a boyfriend
• (Ooooh, you just got owned)
• (But only if you didn't agree on the part where I became sweeter that is of course)
• (This isn't going anywhere since I haven't done that much..)
• (Well actually I have, but I just don't remember)
• (Maybe I should start keeping a journal or a blog some of these days..)
• (Yea that would be an awesome idea, I'm gonna start making a blog right now)
• And the above would be a way of getting where I am right now, if I hadn't figured it out on another way. Blegh! I hate explaining, cuz my thoughts always go 10 times as fast as I type..
• Boo hoo..

Well that's it, and if you would think that all of those useless thought weren't really useless thoughts but really interesting experiences I have had this year, then it would be quite much.

Well, enough sarcasm for today. I'm gonna continue screwing up my economics test now.. like I always do. I don't know why, but I feel like telling you (who? nobody? Yea, that's right!) that out of 10, my mark for economics is a 4.. which is (obviously) insufficient. (Yea, I'm really glad you learned something today as well)

See ya.

Oh yeah, here's a totally random picture of me and my friends doing weird stuff.. enjoy?